//Private//
Oh god.
She's actually doing it.
Niki's actually running away, and Mama's going to freak and I don't know what to do. Do I tell? Do I keep her secret? She'd never forgive me if I told. I tried to talk her into at least telling Dad but she just won't. I don't know what to do. DO I tell someone? Fred maybe, or Rose? Molly would tell, but those two....maybe? But she trusted me, I can't tell on her.
God, why doesn't she think she can go?! I don't understand why she thinks Mama and Dad won't let her, she's acting like it's this terrible shameful thing, to chase dragons. Uncle Charlie does it!
Fuck.
//end private//
I officially hate the word "ball." No, I'm not going, no, I don't care about your date, no, no no.